Yesterday was a very cathartic day. I went to Chemistry, as always (every day at 8am!), came home, and saw an email that told me I had won the Freshman Learning in the Light of Faith essay contest. Guidelines can be found at the essay contest website. Yes, there is a grand prize of $500. Winning was totally unexpected! 41 essays were entered. Here is the essay, written the day before the deadline:
Quandary
It is soot black. Rural Idaho has no streetlights; one would be hard pressed to say the two-rut weed patch meandering around the country is any sort of a road, let alone a street. No moon shines.
If the outside is soot, inside the garage is soot burned a thousand times over, coated with pitch, ensconced in the blackness of a glistening stallion, and laying at the bottom of a five hundred foot pit. Black as night. Blacker than night.
Stumbling through the garage, my toe is stubbed by an unknown solid. By feeling around with hands I can deduce the texture and shape of a wooden box. Why is it there? What purpose does it serve? I can’t tell in this overwhelming darkness. Everything seems jumbled up, patternless.
Secular scientists the world over comfortably establish the metaphorical ground on which they stand and then reach out into the darkness carefully until touching something. By feeling around the object they may deduce various physical properties about the object or even its identity. However, there is no illumination. It is meekness as a disciple-scholar that allows one to bring the lights up and see not only the box but also how it fits into the garage’s overall pattern.
First year biology, Brigham Young University. Evolution unit. Nobody is late for today’s class: Discussion on Science, Evolution, and Creationism. Apparently there are not many people disinterested in this subject; most, like me, are listening intently. As we read the BYU evolution packet I remember Elder Neal A. Maxwell’s assertion that “Restoration theology is expansive, not constraining” (Maxwell 6). I must remember to keep an open mind about evolution and the processes whereby organisms adapt.
Scientists have documented natural selection really happening. During a drought on Isle Daphne Major of the Galápagos, medium ground finches’ beaks increased in depth considerably, heightening their ability to survive eating harder seeds (Freeman 506-08). Over time, this natural selection leads to evolution. The process is occurring. The problem I was left to grapple with is how this process fits into the larger plan presented by the Bible and Book of Mormon, which I know are true with far more certainty than evolution. How is this reconciliation possible?
The answer is through meekness. Both Maxwell and Cecil O. Samuelson Jr. cite meekness not as just one of many characteristics of a disciple-scholar, but as the chief characteristic of a disciple-scholar (Maxwell 12-15; Samuelson 44). Nephi, the Book of Mormon prophet, is a quintessential example of meekness.
While journeying in the wilderness, all of Lehi’s sons lose the use of their bows. When Lamen, Lemuel, and even the stalwart Lehi murmur, Nephi humbly makes another bow and asks his father, “Whither shall I go to obtain food?” (1 Nephi 16:23). This meekness is one of the characteristics of Nephi that qualifies him for his glorious vision in chapter 11. Nephi’s vision sheds light upon the mysteries of Lehi’s dream. The big picture is shown and the individual events are explained.
At the end of the lecture the only pragmatic statement on evolution was that Adam and Eve are the primal parents of our race. At first I wished something more tangible could be given out, but perhaps this quandary is best put to rest by the words of a wise roommate on the subject: “It’s not hard. That’s what faith is all about. You know the important stuff; you don’t need to know everything yet.”
Still dark. Almost as quiet. Unable to get anywhere without running into another quite-solid object, I call out quietly. To my surprise, the deep baritone tone of my father’s voice rings out strong and true. “I’ll get the light, son.”
Gradually, light fills the room from the dimmer switch. A path materializes out of the darkness and confusion melts away. Noticing my interest at the suddenly clear box, my father reminds me, “That’s our Christmas box I made.” The box fits neatly into a clear grid pattern. As I thread my way through the narrow, before-unseen path, my father puts his arm around me and together we walk inside. I don’t yet need to see what else I could have bumped into.
Secular science explores boxes in the dark. I would rather explore boxes in the light with the Maker close by, exploring the ones that He tells me about, listening to how the box fits into the larger pattern, and meekly trusting Him explicitly.
Works Cited
Freeman, Scott. Biological Science. 2nd ed. New Jersey: Pearson/Prentice Hall, 2005.
Maxwell, Neal. “The Disciple-Scholar.” Learning in the Light of Faith. Ed. Henry B. Eyring. Salt Lake City: Bookcraft, 1999. 1-18.
Samuelson, Cecil O. Jr. “The Importance of Meekness in the Disciple-Scholar.” Learning in the Light of Faith. Ed. Henry B. Eyring. Salt Lake City: Bookcraft, 1999. 35-48.
On top of that great news, I took our Chemistry test and was very pleased with my score on the multiple choice section. What I love about Chemistry is the sense of wonder emanating from our professor. He truly sparks that natural curiosity about the world in his students. I was wondering the other day about the hard water deposits on our glasses after we do the dishwasher. Having just studied about solubility and acid-base reactions I was curious as to how detergent manages to tie up ions in the water. I learned that the harder the water, the more detergent needs to be used. Knowing what I know now I can equate that to Ksp and the five solubility rules. I would be interested to learn more.
After the test I played some Super Smash Bros., which I haven't done for a while. It was quite fun. After that I took some soup up to a girl in our ward who is sick, then went to eat dinner at the all-you-can-eat cannon center (or cancer center, as my biology professor calls it). Stuffed, our Freshman Academy community walked to the Marriott center, where one of our roommates performed in a celebration of Christmas with folk dances around the world. Very fun. After that I was privileged to go to the creamery with some friends, then come back and play catch phrase. Overall, a very, very good day.
Today there is hardly anything going on. Tests and assignments are mostly over. It is the slow inhalation of air before the "final" push. Finals are the week after next and everything is wrapping up in classes.
Furhermore, I got my Elks Lodge Scholarship form turned in a couple days ago and they just notified me that the Byrd scholarship checks are on their way. These are both beneficial to my financial situation at college and I was excited to hear about them!
Until next time,
Sean
ere arrows from the door to the fridge and in the fridge was a plate of crackers and cheese with a note on it saying, "To figure out who I am answer the following: This type of cheese contains all 4 letters in my name, one of which is repeated (3 different letters...). It is an Italian whey cheese commonly used in LASAGNA. Good luck."